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Bloody Ice Monologue

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Bloody Ice In the cold December, when the land is white with snow, my children’s children go to play on Bloody Ice. Its incarnadined surface is a source of mystery, another one of our town’s curiosities. Sixty years ago—but how my memory dims!—I saw the red take hold. I saw wicked things rising from the lake, and when they left, they took my brother with them. My brother was born a silent thing in the midst of a harsh winter. At four years old, I was struck dumb by his beauty; he had wide pale eyes and lips that made me understand the meaning of rosebud. I envied him, knowing he’d be loved more than me. I should’ve known that darker things, too, would desire him. I cared for him after our mother froze in her bed. I rolled her into the lake and told him she’d left instead. When the snows took our father, I buried him myself, though at that point, my brother was too old for lies. I was never able to marry because of him. At eighteen, I cared for him …show more content…

But the water had already reached his lips. Was I relieved that he was dead? Did I feel guilty because I didn’t save him? I stood staring across Bloody Ice, and perhaps it was wicked, but I told no one and was married to my sweetheart in a fortnight beside Bloody Ice. I was beautiful then, hair unbound and cheeks rosy in the cold. Gazing at blurry photographs, my children would sometimes ask why I did not smile or why my face was perpetually turned towards the lake’s faded red. His screams still haunt me when I sleep, when I look out across the lake. They echoed beneath the ice, which took on a reddish hue, spreading from where it closed over his head. Silence reigned when the lake was no longer white; my ragged breaths went quiet and my tears froze where they fell, for where my brother once was, there was nothing but bloody

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